Hmmm,it was early in the morning when i suddenly woke up and opened my eyes wide,looking around me..Oh gosh,luckily it is a dream..thank god for that..
Before i slept,i was chatting with my gf..She was like kind of stress there and i hope i can be there with her..after that,i am off to bed around 2am..Well,i am not sure how this weird dream starts,but i still have some blur visions of Wendy...Oh well,this dream is about her and i anyway...This dream starts from the moment i received a box from her parents(i think is her parents,not quite sure)...There was a big photo album and a diary of her..Then i only know what was happening..She was no longer beside me anymore,to be specific,she has gone to heaven..(choi choi) but since this is a dream,never mind la..I opened the diary she wrote..Then i only noticed that she is suffering from...errr...Chronic Obstructive bronchitis?? WTH?? may be i studied anatomy too much..but since that was what i remembered in my dream,just let it be..Ok,i started to act as if i am crazy,started pointing at people around me saying :"i don't believe what the F*** you say!! It is not true.." Well,it is kind of dramatic,but it is what i can remember..haha..Later on,i flipped to the second page of the diary and the photo album..i can see drawings of us together and how she struggled to survive..(i have never hope this would happen in real life though!!) She made a photo album full of our pictures and where we go,what we went through together,etc..Tears starting to flow down my cheek...hmmm....i started to miss her alot...i didn't even see her for the last time though..in my mind,i was thinking,how can she leave me like this?? This is not fair!! tears started flowing again and again..zzzz....although i seldom cry...i started to bend my knees to the ground like in those TV shows..haha..out of sudden,my long lost cousin brother pop out and pat me on my head..he asked me not to be so sad,but i don't give a damn i think..haha...hmm,i still remember how pain and heart broken i was in my dream...almost feel like dying too..=/ that is why i say this is a bad bad dream,haha..
Suddenly,i woke up,shocked...i found out that my pillow were all wet and there is still traces of tears on my cheek...hmm,i had been crying for the whole night,wasting water and mineral salts throughout the night,hehehe...anyway,thank god this is not real...in my mind,there is something that tells me to appreciate the people around us,where they might be gone in any moment!! i grabbed my phone and wanted to call her,but it was around 8.30..i think she might be having her classes..so,i headed to the toilet and washed my face,looking into the mirror in my toilet,smilling...haha..siao siao liao...i was glad that it is just a dream...
The end...
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